Grishaverse, Nikolai, Random, Shadow and Bone

A new addiction

I started reading Shadow and Bone on 27th and finished the whole series with Rule of Wolves on 4th. My mind is still lost in the Grishaverse to the extent I am unable to do anything. I also bingewatched the show on 2nd, but frankly, nothing compares to the books.

Nikolai is my most favourite character in the entire series. It has been a long time since I fell this hard for a fictional character. I can’t wait to see him in the second season of the show, and if he isn’t going to be there, I’m not watching the show again.

Zoya and Genya are my favourites after that and then the entire Six of Crows crew. To be honest, I liked the Six of Crows duology the best of all. The character arcs as well as the plot was far more engrossing than Shadow and Bone and King of Scars.

I am also making plans for doing some interviews and stuff, and yes, get Out of the Blue and Magical Mayhem to betas.

Why can’t I sit and dream about Nikolai all day?

Life, Random, WIP, Writing

Random Thoughts

March is usually the busiest month in the year for banks in India, and to say work has been crazy would be an understatement.

I’m so exhausted after work, but watching Elementary during dinner is one of the highlights of my evening. I had forgotten just how much I loved this show and its characters.

My reading is more or less stalled, and so is my writing. I need a break before I can find joy in writing again, and without that joy, I’d rather not be writing at all.

I’m finding a lot of joy in editing my finished works, though. Banished Secret has been such a pleasant surprise. I always thought of it as mostly trash, but it has been proving me wrong. I’m rather proud of my own writing.

I took stock of all my books recently, and I have 17 published books. That itself is so surprising. That plus 28 finished works and another 45 WIPs puts me at 90 works in all. That actually awes me.

I’m pretty sure I can add one more to the list of finished books this month, but I can’t be certain the number of WIPs will diminish since I always seem to have new ideas.

Something to look forward to.

Child Loss, Depression, Life, WIP, Writing

March is here

March is here, and so is summer. I keep plugging away at words, hoping that I might actually get somewhere with all this. I haven’t finished Wizard’s Debt yet, but hopefully I’ll get to do it this month.

March 4th was my son’s birthday. He would have turned 18 if he had lived. It is a hard time for me, and I just want this week to be over. It has been interminably long.

Work is going okay, usual stresses and strains, nothing exceptional, but I find myself waiting for the other shoe to drop. This job is like being in an abusive relationship. Everything may look hunky dory right now, but you never know when the abuse is going to start back up; you only know that it will, sooner or later.

Writing is going at a snail’s pace, and even reading has slowed down a bit. This isn’t a week or a month that I want even to be alive. If only it were possible to die for a month, and spring back into life in April!

Some days, I have no hopes for the future, and I get through days by not thinking of it.

All the same, Wizard’s Debt is beginning to get interesting and Jeff has some interesting things in his past. Finishing this book is a future I can look forward to.

Life, Random, Writing

Some health scares and other things

The week started off with my gut trying to kill me. Spent a whole night, mostly puking mu guts out and unable to sleep. Had to take Monday off and couldn’t even enjoy the break, lol. Slept a bit during the day, though.

I did finish the first draft of the Curse of Souls as I had planned on Sunday before shit went down, so that’s something. Right now, Blue 2 is coming along nicely, and Wizard’s Debt is also looking good.

I have been reading a lot of gay romances, most of them short and enjoying myself thoroughly. I do have one beta read going on and I am enjoying that one immensely too.

I think I may need a developmental editor for Rage of Gods. It is such a mess. I hope once the first round of edits is done, it will at least be palatable to the developmental editor I hope to hire.

My gut still hasn’t returned to normal, and I feel nauseous very often. Hunger too has been remarkably absent, as has appetite. Hopefully, everything will get better in time.

 

Child Loss, Depression, Life, Random, WIP, Writing

Still in February?

Why are we still in February? lol. I feel like time isn’t passing at all. Flame of a Dragon’s Oath and Soul of Magic are with betas and it looks as if Soul of Magic might need a full rewrite. Ah well, time enough for that in the future, I guess.

Memories of Forgotten Waves have also got slowly longer, and now it looks as if it needs a whole new part to be complete. I’m taking it easy for now.

Curse of Souls has got to a point where I’m sure it’s winding to a close, but I can’t be sure. It will need some work, but hopefully I’ll be able to finish the first draft this weekend.

Life hasn’t been too different. The doctor upped the dosage of my meds again, but there still are days when I just want to sit and cry in a corner all day. I feel like I would sell my soul to get my son back even for an hour.

I finished reading Priory of the Orange Tree. Slow start, but once I got into it, I couldn’t put it down. It’s an excellent book, and I absolutely loved it. In the end, 800+ pages seemed too less.

I should write a review, and I will. Right now, I’m just getting through this, one day at a time.